Holy Sh*t! It's My Birthday!

It's January 27th 2008! My Birthday... My 29th Birthday!

OK, So I know I haven't been around bitching about my ex and his new horse. Actually A lot has happened in the last few months and let me say (in all caps) I AM SO DAMN GLAD 2007 is OVER!

Let me brief you on all the drama, happenings and just fucked up part of 2007!

30 Damn hours of labor! (They) fucked up on my epidural, almost died during labor, (more) baby daddy drama, found out have life threatening illness (Lupus) , learned that I will never have a normal life anymore and couldn't have one damn drink during all of this.

OK Now the good shit.

I have a Beautiful baby boy. I swear to you, all the drama, the anger, pain and earth shattering cries was worth it for this little boy. I am not kidding you all when I say my child is beautiful. I know all new mothers say "My child is the prettiest baby in the world." or "My baby is beyond beautiful." But have you ever been caught in situation where a new mother or mother period introduces you to their child and they say shit like..."Isn't he/she sweet, cute, pretty, gorgeous....etc." and you look at the kid and your thinking... "WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!" DAMN THAT KID IS UGLY!" or just a good ol "HOLY HELL!"
Yeah... Not here...
My kid makes the Gerber Baby look GHETTO. My little boy is too damn pretty... so pretty, I am worried. (If you know what I mean )

WHAT?! (Shit at least I am honest.)

All that aside, he made the rest of my 2007 go by quickly. My whole world has changed. Including the way I look at life.

I made a promise to myself that from here on out, I have to be focused on improving myself and continue being a brilliant parent.

So just to let everyone know. Though I was and will be angry about how I got here... I will no longer BLOG about it. I mean of course unless I am drunk (if I ever get off the meds) ***HEY I AM NOT ON CRAZY PILLS EITHER*** or true drama happens. Fortunately my child makes me realize that in order for me to win, I have to move on. In order for me to live the life I want and deserve, I have to stay strong. Besides...it's an election year, I have so much shit to bitch about, I can hardly contain myself!

OK! Enough with the "MY LIFE HAS CHANGED" bullshit....

I gotta go change a diaper.